Friend: What kind of car should I get?
Me: -not paying attention- you should get a monkey
Friend: -looks up from the computer and looks at me- A monkey?
Me: Yeah, it would be awesome. You could dress him as a butler and he could grab me cokes all day.
Friend: And what does this have to do with me getting a car?
I’m sitting here trying to edit a vlog together and the fucking program, Sony Vegas HD, doesnt want to work. Well let me rephrase that, its sucking up SO MUCH FUCKING MEMORY the warning thingy pops up and Vista wants to kill every single program running.
ALL I HAVE RUNNING IS TUMBLR AND VEGAS!! So I guess I’m not editing tonight. I’m kind of pissed, if you haven’t noticed, because I’ve been working my shitty job all day and when I get home I’m so tired that all I want to do is lay down infront of my fan and smoke. I don’t condone smoking, or smoking infront of a fan.
Since I don’t have a job anymore I thought “Why not edit that vlog where your car exploded since you finally got the footage off your camera.” Well for the past hour everytime I turn on Vegas and start editing, my computer either goes “Low on Memory” or it freeze like the picture I posted earlier.
This stuff right here is what makes me wish I wouldn’t bother with this whole internet video thing, but I can’t quit I really can’t. I love what I do. Its kind of my thing now, oddly enough. See the past few days a lot of friends of mine are getting pretty big. A fellow vlogger today jsut made full partner for his YouTube channel, LosingAllSanity, him and his wife make daily vlogs and they’ve stuck at it. My buddy Jarren and his band, Embrace The Carnage, are getting pretty big here in east texas. I just feel… well wasted. I try and try, but I never try hard enough. They go out and market themselves and I’m jsut waiting for the fame to jsut fall into my lap. I’m sad like that.
I don’t know, I think I jsut needed to rant and since my computer doesnt want to edit tonight I thought I’d type it out.
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